Sunday, April 5, 2009
u say u treat us f air. ya how? u gave didi 6h com time frm his actual 1h 45min. he played extra 4h15min. 3h summore is weekday. Mei played her 3h on a weekday too. she by rules and regulations not supposed to have anytime at all. but why does she have tat? Me? u gave me 4h. 30 min extra. when i asked to play on friday, u say no. its a weekday. weekdays cant play. ya u r so goddam fair. ur actions is so FAIR. [[ the power of suckin up and being a guy. what great power]]u promised me 7h today. wad do i get 3h30min. WOW u r so good. UR PROMISES frm young u have been breakin them, time and again i forgave you, i cont to build my trust but u keep breakin these trust. u asked me to tell u why i was feeling like this last sat. but i dun wan. u know why? cuz i dun trust u.[[u juz break my trust, 1 day... i wouldnt even have any trust]]and all bcuz of ur broken promise, i dun even have a chance to play with xyz. if u have let me had it... maybe i could get a game with him...and for tat 7h. i worked liek shyt yesterday... i tried teh hardest to do my fuckin art.. and mei and bro was playin like siao for the whole afternoon...i hope tat 1 day, i might have my screw drop out frm keeping everythin inside. juz squeezin it inside of me, hopin incidents day aft day my juz take it away. if i might juz explode. let the screw drop out. once im crazy, i dun even care abt self image do i ? i wun even get stressed up... cuz im alrdy crazy. i try time and again to reach up to both of ur expectations but it juz kips gettin higher. i cnt reach any further.. im too tired. i hate reachin it anymore.... one day... when i rebel, take my phone and i'll be BPC. report me as BPC then i dun care. u all tink im 大姐大 anyway. yes you ____. it all comes back to u. if u hadnt call them. tell them anything. maybe my life wuldnt be so fucked up now. maybe my ___ wouldnt even be tryin to ____herself. YES YOU! GET WELL SOON YI QING AND HANNAH!we need you 2 colours to finish our colour clique... yellow and black cnt do without brown and white.
Wugui♥
6:59 PM
